Alex's Musings

Books I Read In 2025

Just like in 2024, I kept track of books I completed in the old-school “50 Book Challenge” style. I got to exactly 50 this time around.

  1. Parable of the Talents - Octavia Butler
  2. The Man Who Was Thursday, A Nightmare - G. K. Chesterton
  3. How to DJ Right - Frank Broughton and Bill Brewster
  4. A Hacker’s Mind - Bruce Schneier
  5. The Lathe of Heaven - Ursula K. LeGuin
  6. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Brontë
  7. A Memory Called Empire - Arkady Martine
  8. A Desolation Called Peace - Arkady Martine
  9. Piranesi - Suzanna Clarke
  10. How To Eat A Wolf - MFK Fisher
  11. The End of Policing - Alex S. Vitale
  12. The Ten Thousand Doors of January - Alix E. Harrow
  13. Equal Rites - Terry Pratchett
  14. Atomic Habits - James Clear
  15. Wyrd Sisters - Terry Pratchett
  16. The Werewolf at Dusk and Other Stories - David Small
  17. Walkaway - Cory Doctorow (reread)
  18. James - Percival Everett
  19. Witches Abroad - Terry Pratchett
  20. Sparrow Hill Road - Seanan McGuire (reread)
  21. Girl in the Green Silk Gown - Seanan McGuire
  22. Angel of the Overpass - Seanan McGuire
  23. Spelunking Through Hell - Seanan McGuire
  24. Erasure - Percival Everett
  25. Backpacking Through Bedlam - Seanan McGuire
  26. Aftermarket Afterlife - Seanan McGuire
  27. Doppelganger - Naomi Klein
  28. Installment Immortality - Seanan McGuire
  29. Old Man’s War - John Scalzi (reread)
  30. Networking for System Administrators - Michael W Lucas
  31. The Nashville I Knew - Jack Norman, Sr.
  32. When the Moon Hits Your Eye - John Scalzi
  33. The Ghost Brigades - John Scalzi
  34. Lords and Ladies - Terry Pratchett
  35. Born to Run - Bruce Springsteen
  36. Maskerade - Terry Pratchett
  37. The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
  38. Some Desperate Glory - Emily Tesh
  39. The Last Colony - John Scalzi
  40. A Physical Education - Casey Johnston
  41. Titan - John Varley (reread)
  42. Wizard - John Varley (reread)
  43. His Majesty’s Dragon - Naomi Novik
  44. Demon - John Varley (reread)
  45. How to Resist Amazon and Why - Danny Caine
  46. Zoë’s Tale - John Scalzi (reread)
  47. I Take My Coffee Black - Tyler Merritt
  48. Circe - Madeline Miller
  49. The Human Division - John Scalzi
  50. Throne of Jade - Naomi Novik

Techo: something to look forward to

Hobonichi has started their month of previews for their 2026 lineup of Techo planners. I’ve been an avid user of their Weeks planner for a few years now and I’m pretty excited to see what they’re going to come up with this year. Granted, it appears they will have a more limited selection available for US addresses due to (I would imagine) tariff hijinks, but we’ll see how it goes.

They posted an interview with founder Shigesato Itoi today where he goes over this year’s tagline of “YOU LOVE YOU?” It’s precious, and wow do we need some precious right now.

“if it comes across as something a child would scribble on a wall with crayon, that’s fine. I think it sounds kind of poetic.”

“Literally just… consider the messages and messaging you’re being inundated with, and what grooves and patterns and paths of least resistance they’re wearing into your thinking.” – Dr. Damien P. Williams

That Horn That Kamasi

This has been in my drafts folder for months, basically since Kendrick Lamar’s halftime show back in January, which really seems like years ago now. I was waiting for the inspiration to properly express my appreciation for Kamasi Washington, not to mention Patrice Quinn and all the other musicians that are in that glorious Los Angeles constellation.

I got tired of waiting. So, just… enjoy these. They’re amazing.

First, a lovely cover that I first heard on Kamasi’s 2018 EP The Choice. This live rendition is definitely worth the time.

Second, my favorite of his. This is one of those live recordings that make me wish I’d been in the room then. If you’re looking at the folks playing with him and asking yourself: “is that…?” then you’re probably right.

Our minds, our bodies, our feelings
They change, they alter, they leave us
Somehow, no matter what happens
I’m here

The time, the season, the weather
The song, the music, the rhythm
It seems no matter what happens
I’m here

Daylight seems bright
Because of night
It’s shade we need
So we can see

Our love, our beauty, our genius
Our work, our triumph, our glory
Won’t worry what happened before me
I’m here

Hang On To The World

I still have a lot of post ideas about what music has gotten me through the past few months. Here are some of those.

(General theme seems to be: my exposure to music as a child was at least partially “whitewashed” and I’ve been making up for lost time ever since.)

My first true taste of Donny Hathaway’s “Someday We’ll All Be Free” was from a FACT mix by Laraaji (an artist I first heard of through his Ambient #3 album via Brian Eno, and so on down the rabbit hole) and it’s… transcendent. Search for it and give it a listen. Hathaway’s voice is just fantastic and the wash of Rhodes arpeggios at the beginning locks you in.

This is a cover - single take, no rehearsal - by Corinne Bailey Rae and Jon Batiste. It’s a magic spell.

I heard a lot of Luther Vandross as a kid but he was mostly relegated to easy listening/the dentist office. I mean… “Here and Now” is a great ballad, and his collaboration with Mariah Carey on “Endless Love” was just everywhere in the early 90s, but… why did it take until I was an adult to hear this? (“Never Too Much”).

Now: Al Jarreau. “We’re In This Love Together” was a dentist-office staple growing up (and that song deserves so much more than whiny drills for accompaniment). It was much later that I was introduced to his other work (the gorgeous “touch the face of God” bridge on “Mornin’”, etc). This live performance of “Trouble In Paradise” from 1983 is a time capsule that deserves more eyes and ears:

More to come.

How Can I Keep From Singing?

What though the tempest loudly roars?
I hear the truth, it liveth
What though the darkness ‘round me grows?
Songs in the night it giveth

No storm can shake my inmost calm
While to that rock I’m clinging
Since love is lord of heaven and earth
How can I keep from singing?

Deep breaths, friends. And on a good inhale, sing.

Links for Planting Seeds of Hope

Locally the current wisdom is to wait a few more weeks before planting anything, as we’re still expecting at least one more (mild) freeze. All the same, it’s a good time to start planning what I’d like to plant both physically and mentally.

On the mental side, it’s all about planting seeds of perspective, understanding, and above all hope.

Here are some links for that, and to remind myself: keep your eye on the ball.

i have started reading Omar El Akkad’s “One Day, Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This”

“No, there is no terrible thing coming for you in some distant future, but know that a terrible thing is happening to you now. You are being asked to kill off a part of you that would otherwise scream in opposition to injustice. You are being asked to dismantle the machinery of a functioning conscience. (…) Forget pity, forget even the dead if you must, but at least fight against the theft of your soul.” bookshop link

Several things you can do!

“Hello, currently I am the leader of my local boy scout troop and we want to focus on citizenship and community and the first thing that came to my mind was solarpunk. What are some cheap activities or things to discuss that relate to community that I could run at our next meeting?”

How To Be a Fighter When You Feel Like a Punching Bag

“…not all traumatic circumstances allow us to act with agency. Sometimes, harm happens to us, and taking control of our bodies or actions simply isn’t possible. But in other cases, it only feels that way.

The more often we have experienced true helplessness, the more likely we are to feel powerless in situations where action is possible. And the more we freeze or flail in response to threats, the more deeply ingrained those responses become.”

A working library: Make life possible

“And yet, as Le Guin reminds us, uncertainty is also the only thing that makes life possible. Without it, we would move like automatons through predetermined paths, unspirited, unaware, unliving.”

I have a few blog ideas in the queue about art (mainly music, who is surprised?) that has been sustaining me lately. Those take a lot more effort than a links post, though, so it may be just a bit longer before you see them. Until then, thanks for reading.

Books I Read In 2024

Several years ago, spurred on by a friend’s posting of the LiveJournal-spawned1 “50 Books Challenge”, I started keeping track of my own reading habits for the year. While she (and others) still post their yearly lists on social media, I figured the best place for my list would be here. So… enjoy?

  1. Red Team Blues - Cory Doctorow
  2. Be Useful - Arnold Schwarzenegger
  3. Radicalized - Cory Doctorow
  4. The Soul of America - Jon Meacham
  5. The Lost Cause - Cory Doctorow
  6. Fuzzy Nation - John Scalzi
  7. Hands of the Morri - Heather K. O’Malley
  8. The World We Make - N. K. Jemisin
  9. Rise of the Gomeral - Jeff Pages
  10. Prince: The Man And His Music - Matt Thorne
  11. Chokepoint Capitalism - Rebecca S. Gilpin and Cory Doctorow
  12. The Bezzle - Cory Doctorow
  13. How Infrastructure Works - Deb Chachra
  14. Termination Shock - Neal Stephenson [audiobook]
  15. The Rise and Fall of D.O.D.O. - Neal Stephenson and Nicole Galland [audiobook]
  16. Starter Villain - John Scalzi
  17. The Death of Stalin - Fabien Nury and Thierry Robin
  18. The Fund - Rob Copeland
  19. Getting Things Done (Tenth Anniversary Edition) - David Allen
  20. Play Nice But Win - Michael Dell
  21. Callahan’s Crosstime Saloon - Spider Robinson [reread]
  22. Monstress vols 1 & 2 - Marjorie Liu and Sana Takeda
  23. The Souls of Black Folk - W. E. B. DuBois [audiobook]
  24. Sleep No More - Seanan McGuire
  25. Provenance - Ann Leckie
  26. The Innocent Sleep - Seanan McGuire
  27. Emergent Strategy - adrienne maree brown
  28. Loving Corrections - adrienne maree brown
  29. The Dispossessed - Ursula K. LeGuin
  30. Time Management for System Administrators - Thomas A. Limoncelli
  31. git commit murder - Michael W Lucas
  32. Moby-Dick, or, The Whale - Herman Melville [audiobook/e-book]
  33. The Shock Doctrine - Naomi Klein

  1. Probably. My old-web memory is fuzzy. ↩︎

Links for Tending the Fire

You can look at the date for this entry and see what the current events are. These links may only be tangential to the impending new-old administration, but I still thought they were worth posting.

When monoculture leads to monofailure

This was written in the aftermath of the CrowdStrike bug this past summer. The lessons learned are relevant in so many areas, and the article name-checks Deb Chachra and her book How Infrastructure Works, an amazing read.

Being Glue — No Idea Blog

I may not be a software engineer, but my job title these days is 100% glue, so this resonated with me. It’s a good article for anyone who feels like the above-and-beyond bits are creeping into their actual work, especially those of you who are a different gender from me.

NSA releases copy of internal lecture delivered by computing giant Rear Adm. Grace Hopper

Yes, I’m linking to the NSA’s website. Grace Hopper was a glorious force of nature and a role model for so many. This lecture from 1982, that was finally declassified earlier this year, is a must-watch for anyone that’s been paying attention to the tech world. She predicted some of the missteps we’ve made, but much of her advice can still be applied. Best time to plant a tree and all that.

A Syllabus for Generalists – Syllabus

An exhaustive list of resources for learning about all kinds of stuff. It’s definitely a site to bookmark. Let’s keep our minds sharp and diversify our skills.